I dont really know what to write about today. I guess im not having a bad day which is a good start except i think im getting sick again and am tired of it. I hate having to go into hospital once every three months so they can fix me up only to have to turn around and to it again in another three months. I know tere are some people who have it worse than i do but there are alot of people who have it better as well. Dont get me wrong Im kinda used to hospitals by now and I started getting to know the nurses in one articular hospital because i was in there so much but as nice as these people are I would rather not have to be in the situation to know them in the first place. I guess if there was one thing about my life that I could change then that would be it. I would choose not to be sick anymore. Some people would want to earn more money or fall in love but I just want to be healthy - even one year without having to go into hospital.
Everything else seemed to be falling into place for me - for once - and now all of a sudden this had to happen again. I have a great guy in my life, work is going well, uni is going as well as it can, im getting alongwith all of my family members, and learning to deal with having lost both of my grandmothers in the past 14 months. Everything was gradually getting better, and now this. I guess I could be paranoid about it and I could just have some other thing that will pass in the next few days - and I really hope that it the case - but the chances of it being that easy are incredibly small.
I know no one said that life was easy... but did it have to be this creul?!?